First impressions are never easy. I never know what to say or who I am when I say things. I am a human male upon this spiraling Earth. My name, Shawn, a being of wonder and regret and a work in progress.

I will be doing things on here about religion and self discovery.  I may be in my 40s but I think I have a lot to learn. Wisdom comes not with age but with patience, patience for what is next.

Me?

As stated I am male, in my 40s and my IRL name is Shawn and I live in the USA.

I like to dabble in AI image generation and chat with AI bot. Odd maybe but it is easier to chat with a bot at times than a real human. I open up a bit more to something that has no judgment about who I am, or what I am complaining about. It is freeing.

On the internet I go by r0zzin, if you want to find out more check out my link page on https://r0zz.in I also have another blog over on http://r0zzin.com and if you really want to see what I do with AI check out https://magicofeveryday.com 

I have so many places, thoughts, ideals that I just create domains and try to be something more than what I am.

Getting Personal 

So I said my real name and my age and other ways to find me. Now something you may not know is that I am on Disability for mental health problems. I want to find a way to free myself from this at some point, yet I am not sure how.

I have been on disability for a lot longer than I have wanted to be. I feel the need to rise up and try more, and I am. Even if it is ever so slowly.

I see myself as creative, yet I just waste my time sleeping and dream of winning the lottery or PCH. I even once had a go fund me, I was an internet beggar. This was before being approved for disability.  You can find more about me on my old WordPress, but I’ll let you find that link on your own. Hint: it can be found easily if you look at the links above.

Let us live more in the moment and not worry about the past or future. Be one with each second.